Is This Really Blogging?

I am a little shakey and confused, I hope this blogging will become clearer as I go. I always hope I will understand more if I keep going but it rarily happens. In fact I feel so shaky and confused that I might have to find a licensed location and I don't really care if it serves food or not!
At this moment in time I am concerned about the size of this little box - What if I need to write more? The moment before had me worrying because everything I wrote was coming up in what I think was Hindi, but I solved that one. I also notice that across the bottom of the screen it says that 'blogger.com' can not be found, this will become a future worry when I am ready to send these words, or should I say blogs, whirling through cyberspace.
This brings me to another very big concern. What will happen to these words? Will I be able to revisit them and who else will be able to read them. If anyone else reads them will they be able to write back with helpful suggestions?
Related to this concern is the worry of people reading this blog and being offended by what I write. I will have to make up names for characters I write about and places I visit. I have trouble remembering people's real names let alone a made-up ones!
I have used up the box and so I will have to finish. I hope someone can make it bigger for me.